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Where have the year gone?! Or rather... yearS!

There has been so many changes to DeviantArt. I could barely recognize this place!

Not much has been happening in my life... and yet so many things have happened. I survived most part of University, and I'll be starting my final year next week. 

To be honest, I'm terrified. 

I've spent almost 20 years in 'school'. In perhaps, one more year, I'll be taking my first step into the working world where I shall work until my body can work no more before retreating to a life of retirement and wait to die.

I'm sure we all wake up to something on a daily basis. My parents for instance, wake up to go to work because they need the money to pay for their children's ridiculous tuition fees; I wake up to get my license to work so my parents hard earn cash will not go to waste. Others might wake up to a kiss on the lips, or to the excitement of a brand new day. But there are those who have nothing, no job to fullfill, no lover to hold, no meaning to exist, and I wonder what do they wake up to. Regret? Self-hate or hate to the rest of world? ...Emptiness? Those people must be so extremely lonely, that getting out of bed itself must take a huge effort! 

I've watched people around me turn a dull shade of grey, and I'm wondering if I'll one day end up as one of the zombies society have carved us to be with their educational demands to fulfill what the majority wants. I don't want to be one among the billions of people that walk this earth. To put it simply, I want to be me. 

Because very soon, I'll be taking my first step into the working world where I shall work until my body can work no more before retreating to a life of retirement and wait to die. And when I've gotten to that point of life, I hope to be able to say that I'm happy to have been alive.

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iLoveRainx13 Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2014
AlanaLayce Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Student General Artist
your art is so amazing! i simply cannot handle it 
its always been a goal of mine to fill a page completely with a drawing, and you call yours doodles! they're just wonderful

Sugar-Thief Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2014
I miss you so much ; m ; </3
Sukihi Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Zyra999 Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Painter Love your art! You are very talented and I hope you keep up all the good work! You're an artist! :happybounce: 
eraine Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
I still have one of your commissioned art pieces from a long time ago <3 Do you bychance still do commissions?
pchaness Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013
oh wow! that must be... 7-8 years ago?! I can't believe you're still holding onto my commission art pieces omg thankyou ;o;

sadly I stopped taking commissions due to university. (I didn't want to rush anything or come up with an half-assed picture. That would be just wrong!) Now I just doodle here and there during my free-time;; 

However, i'm willing to take a request from you (for free!) :D do note me if you're still interested!
Hallusko Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You are awesome!!! You are an inspiration to a newbie like myself:p
pchaness Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013
you sure have an amazing gallery for a newbie! keep it up! I'm sure you'll get far! much more further than me!
Hallusko Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
REALLY!?!! Thank you soooo much!!!:D I will try my best! :huggle:
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